I dont even know the last time I posted.. I think i did maybe once the whole home cycle but most likely its because we were super busy and trying to enjoy every moment together we could. SO SO much has been going on that deployment season snuck up on us again. I was strong all the days leading up to it. But when I woke up yesterday morning I knew it was getting real and I started losing it. Im not ready to be with out my best friend and partner in life for such a long time again.
2012 has been a blessed year for our little family. In april we got married. In october we closed on our first home together. And so much more.. but thats for later..We've gotten to take a few mini trips and meet some great new people. of course I didn't take all the pictures I wanted to take so I could display these new memories in frames around the house. I know I have a million things to do around the house, and plenty of friends, and several trips home to get me through these next 170 days but right now I'm still in denial its happening. I fell back asleep after dropping him off and dreamed about it. For a moment when I woke up I thought it was all a bad dream and I could just wait for him to walk through the door tonight but then reality hit again and so did the tears.
Theres not much else to say but I want my best friend back. the sooner the better.
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